February 2012
5 posts
I want to forget everything about you. How you made me so happy and how you tore me apart and still do. Don’t tell me you’re afraid I’ll leave your life and then cut ties and leave mine. Fuck that shit. I know you have your phone. You’re posting pictures on tumblr with the thing in your hand. WHINE WHINE WHINE WHINE WHINE. Whatever, dude. Apathy. Set. In.
this is something i can’t even talk about with friends.
I think you’re more concerned with losing your wallet than you are with losing me.
humorous movie-like moment at my expense
girlfriend moves to ohio lying in bed at 1 am watching a romantic comedy shed tears when the two main characters finally get together at the end
and it’s a 90’s adam sandler movie. god damn it.
January 2012
6 posts
Atlanta to Akron. Transfer in cincinatti.
Drive cross town out bound off town bus ride to the place I dread or love. Depends on the day. Tall buildings stream by with the CEOs and assistants and lawyers thinking about the numbers for next month. Just wish I had some to count. Next to me is a guy who has probably seen the inside of a jail cell a couple times. I think the tattoo of a tear probably gave it away. Behind me is a soldier....
Why do I try so hard? Seems like you don’t try at all.
I’m leaving for an adventure on Sunday. I’m taking a bus to Ohio with bare essentials and a tent and i plan to find a place to camp and live for a week. My intention is to see my girlfriend who recently relocated to the area but due to a mix up in plans, it’s unclear as to whether or not I can stay at her house. So I’ve prepared myself to live off the land, if you will, in...
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I remember buying the wood for my house and I remember every last nail I drove into the fucking thing and I remember the times I missed and hammered my thumb into the walls and the rafters and the floors. I remember installing windows, doors, cabinets. I remember ordering pizza in on those late nights where I’d sit in the saw dust and enjoy the smells and feel so proud. I remember the...
Fuck tom and shelly. Fucking heartless. I’ll always hate you but i’ll always love your daughter.
December 2011
13 posts
i don't wanna be here anymore.
And to think, I was the one in the wrong A soccer ball kicks me in the face but I get back up again to lie in the grass A type writer in the thrift looks out at me the room spins and I fall back down again A diamond in the rough don’t mean nothing Unless it’s staring back at her through glass then it means everything because she wants it when no one is around the room spins and I fall...
This one's not a poem.
Life sucks. I need to start a 90’s style emo band, something like I Hate Myself or The Promise Ring or something.
My girlfriend is leaving around New Years. For good. That’s it. No more her. She’s literally everything I have to cling on to. Sure I like my friends a lot. I love my friends. And I love sitting outside coffee shops and smoking and talking. But literally...
Tickets are 500 a piece
I’m as mad as hell and I’m not going to take this anymore Your mom so sound in a bed by nine and your dad across the country edging paperwork and emotions “Georgia is a last resort” not like it’s your home or anything, right? I was told time and time again that “Ohio was the last resort.”
What have I left? It’s no home without comfort....
it really is cold in ohio
“just get over it accept it i have this trip ohio so cold i’m so cold and just get over it”
it really is cold in ohio.
Oh my God.
This night is so worth Paul puking in my garage.
Hi, I'm Olivia.
In all seriousness though, Olivia’s right about everything she said except the part where she loves me more. Cause I clearly love her more. And I just want to die because I can’t have her forever and it makes me depressed because I can’t. But she’s beautiful and some lucky dude will get her one day and I’ll track him down and kick his ass and win her back and...
Just enough food.
Dear Desdamona
I hope you know I hope you die
So take a shotgun with you to bed,
don’t forget about the safety
and put it right under your head.
So I can finally fall asleep.
Hi, I'm Cameron.
I’m so lucky to have the girlfriend that I have. She’s amazing, and she loves me the way I am.
No matter what she’ll be here for me.
So basically, she loves me more than I love her.
Various definitions for "politician"
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I’m now following fuckyeahboobs.tumblr.com
fuck yeah.
bakery, city, midnight
down in the dupster behind the bakery in the dark alley filled with puddles of oil and rain water
that’s where i was born it’s where i’ll die wake sleep
i can’t get no rest always more lumps of trash thrown in so i stay up and walk the streets
i think think think til i can’t think no more and then i lay down on the old bread and sleep.
tastyjamz asked: Yea we should most def do that.
November 2011
16 posts
fuck you if you can’t hold your liquor. don’t fucking drink if you can’t hold your liquor.
4 tags
fuck this poem
my first mistake was that i got drunk on a tuesday with people who can’t hold their liquor. that may be the only mistake i made and now, oh the ways of the world. the host and his girlfriend kicked everyone out into the street but my girlfriend and me and demanded their guests to hop in their wagons and drive to god knows where. who knows why?
then they told me what a monster i am i got...
another has my other i need to turn around but we’re walking on a wire and there’s no real method for turning back
ruiner
you ruined everything for me i can’t go to the store without seeing your name only it’s not your name it’s an advertisement for cheap cigarettes so i get a pack and try to clear my head driving the roads we learned together the movie theatre las manchas off jiles kennesaw mountain the apartments the coffee shops all of them ruined.
fuck off
anytime i think of going college with you being away in another state halfway across the country i can’t stand looking at girls on the grass so instead i think about you are you on the grass? i worry about the guys where you are please don’t lie on the grass with them you’re beautiful they know that but they can fuck off.
My girlfriend loves me more than your girlfriend...
And I can guarantee that.
god fucking damn it, i'm a drag.
i wrote a song, hopefully i'll upload a track or...
I didn’t think it’d end this way I hope Ohio’s not the same I hope you don’t find another boy Cause I don’t want another girl Maybe I’ll move to Massachusettes Leave Georgia, I’ll just drive If I can’t see you from a distance What’s the point in having eyes? I hope your parents know they fucked me up Not that they care I lost a friend
Just go...
don't let this go
this is your home
stand your ground
defend your territory
are you going to be Andrew Jackson with a pipe in his mouth and a scar in his smile?
are you going to be the Cherokee sulking along the Trail of Tears, ripped from home?
three sentences, twelve words
why do you have to go with them?
stay here. with me.
fuck ohio, anyone from ohio, anyone who ever wants...
I love you more than all the space in the world. It’s the space in the world that’s killing me right now. I love you more than all the space in the world. I hate all the space in the world. It may seem like that’s not saying much. But don’t get me wrong. I love you more than anything else in the world too.
seinfeld, seasons one through three
sitting at my kitchen table by the bay windows. there’s really no point, though, it’s dark outside. i polished the counters, they’re gleaming at me, so pretty, really. the record player is spinning around and everything feels so good. it feels so good as i pour it down my throat. it trickles right down like a slinky descending the staircase but it feels like a winter living...
advice table
chattering, next table over, relationship advice. society’s elders pass through occasionally carrying laptops and cell phones, but mostly struggling with the door, glaring at the younger patrons, mindlessly staring at their lover’s palms.
worker’s on break behind the advice table. he stands up with his newspaper, sips his drink for the last time, rubs his beard. he walks by my...
Watchshe means everything to me
amessagetotheunknown asked: Cameron, you are the most amazing person I've ever had the pleasure to know. I'm so lucky to have you and call you mine. You're nothing but sweet to me, and you've helped me find true happiness. I can't wait to spend any and every moment we can together until I have to leave. I love you Cameron Robert Maxwell Gunter.
October 2011
23 posts
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Reblog if you want (1) creepy compliment.
dont reblog this from me. ever.
there won't be snow this christmas
drive faster. the lines and the lights lie out for miles across the interstate and i can only contain composure for so long. these lines lie out for miles to where you’re going. drive faster. i just want my room and my bed. please don’t go. drive faster. i can only contain my composure for so long. and these lines state lines we cross them and continue breathing. but i won’t...
re-sponsibility
loose ends the same songs play over and over the same bands at the local club over and over the same days with different weather encompass the globe and gulp down sailors. the world is mostly water, ya know.
same cup of coffee every bland morning, afternoon, evening
i get headaches if i don’t drink coffee
and with each daily routine i ponder on the way that life has this weird way of...
My girlfriend has big boobs.
I left my guitar and amp in my girlfriend’s car. She lives in my drummer’s neighborhood and we were supposed to practice but my band doesn’t know how to use cell phones so I forgot about my gear. It wouldn’t be so bad if my girlfriend knew how to play guitar. But she’s a woman and that’s impossible. God damn it. Oh well. Gives me a reason to see her soon.
2 tags
tastyjamz asked: YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ME CAMERON. I love you cameron. I miss you. Let's make love.
Fat cats are the only acceptable cats. Except corporate fat cats.